BXBX NOVEL Chapter 306 - B2.9
Long Shen watched how Tian Dong was trying to help his date. He hurriedly called the ambulance while the restaurant waitresses and guards only watched in fear because they were afraid to get involved with Long Shen.
"Aaron, are you okay?" Tian Dong asked Aaron Xu.
"I—I\'m okay, just got hurt a bit…" Aaron said. He knew he got hurt badly because Long Shen had enormous strength, but he was with his date today. It would be
so unmanly of him to said that he got hurt badly.
Tian Dong propped Aaron Xu after the ambulance arrived outside. The passed Long Shen, who was standing in silence. Long Shen caught Tian Dong\'s hand before he left. He glared at Tian Dong and threatened, "I don\'t like you, but that doesn\'t mean that you can run around freely. I will forgive you if you drop that guy now and come with me. "
Tian Dong glared back at Long Shen and chuckled sarcastically, "Then what are you going to do? Keep trying to find your James Grind by dating everyone? Your love for James Grind is only skin deep, and you think James Grind will like this?"
"Long Shen, if James Grind is right here, right now, you know what he will say?"
"Master Long… I forgive you, and I always love you…"
"But I hope we will never meet again because we hurt each other too much. Goodbye… Master Long."
Tian Dong perfectly mimicked James Grind\'s last word to Long Shen, which made Long Shen petrified on the spot. James Grind brushed his arm so Long Shen would release him. He glared coldly at Long Shen and said, "I hope you can find your James Grind again in the future, Long Shen. No matter how bad he looks."
Long Shen saw Tian Dong walked away, getting further from him until he entered the ambulance and left the scene. Long Shen was stunned, but his eyes didn\'t leave the ambulance, which quickly drove away from the restaurant.
"B—Brother Long?" the young actor tried to approach Long Shen, but Long Shen just gave him a cold glare before he left the restaurant alone.
Long Shen drove back to his apartment, he felt lost. Because for a split second, he thought he saw James Grind there, inside Tian Dong\'s body.
However, that person was not James Grind that he knew. He was not as gorgeous as James Grind. He didn\'t act cute, didn\'t act silly to get his attention. He also didn\'t seem to be very innocent like James Grind.
But that person… felt real.
As if both Tian Dong and James Grind, none of them were true, both men were just a character to play, and this person was the actor.
And Long Shen had lost that person once more.
Long Shen opened his wine cellar, but when he stared at the wine bottle he just picked up, he started to wonder what really happened the previous night. When Tian Dong was in his embrace, and he felt indescribable comfort.
As if James Grind was here, but it was not him. It was Tian Dong the whole time.
"Is that transmigration world real? Is James Grind real? Or he is also same as me… a transmigrator…"
Long Shen didn\'t have a clue about anything right now. He just thought that he was the only transmigrator in that mafia world, and to meet James Grind again, he had to return there.
But if James Grind was from that world, how could he come to his world? Was Tian Dong really telling the truth, or it was just a farce?
But if it was a farce, how could Tian Dong know about James Grind, Long Zhen, his transmigration world, and many times Long Shen killed himself to meet James Grind again.
Was it really just a dream or…
"No, there is no way…" Long Shen clenched the wine bottle tightly. He shook his head, trying to deny this suspicion in his heart. Because he didn\'t want that to happen.
"If Tian Dong and James Grind are just characters played by the same person…"
Long Shen\'s face turned pale as his hand trembled. He dropped the wine bottle to the floor, and the bottle was shattered. Long Shen shook his head desperately, "NO, that is not happening. That is impossible!"
Long Shen felt his heart was burning in pain. He didn\'t know what to do with this pain that made him restless and crazy. Never in a million time he would think about cursing at his Jamie, let alone hurting him.
If Tian Dong and James Grind was the same person, then…
"NO! I WILL NEVER HURT MY JAMIE!" Long Shen denied it and reached out his phone again. He tried to call Tian Dong to confirm his suspicion.
"Pick up! Pick up!" Long Shen yelled on the phone. But the long beep basically answered his plea.
Not long after, Tian Dong blocked his number.
"FUCK!" Long Shen threw the phone to the ground.
He slumped on the sofa, covered his face with his palms. He tried to calm himself down and tried to find a reason, a reason so that he wouldn\'t be so guilty.
"Maybe it\'s just a coincidence. Maybe my Jamie is still in that world, maybe he is not a transmigrator, and everything is just fabricated by Tian Dong," Long Shen tried to convince himself that he didn\'t just beat his loved one that he had been dying to meet again, calling him ugly and slapped him numerous times.
But the more he tried to deny it, the more he was convinced that he fucked up real bad.
"ARRGHH!" Long Shen ruffled his hair in frustration. He didn\'t want to admit that he might have fucked up real bad to the point of no turning back.
"NO! I did not hurt my Jamie! I will never hurt him!" unable to calm down his vexation, Long Shen started kicking and destroying all furniture inside his apartment. He didn\'t want to admit that he had fucked up real bad.
"ARGGHH!" Long Shen kicked his television, the last thing still intact in his apartment, and he slumped on the ground with a lost expression. He looked around and saw that he had destroyed almost everything in his apartment to channel his frustration.
"Was I always this crazy?" Long Shen asked himself.
Long Shen turned his head to look at himself in the reflection of the wall mirror. He saw a deranged man, loss of his path and identity, with his sanity slowly crumbled.
Yet, he didn\'t care much about all this.
Because what he cared for right now was to confirm whether James Grind and Tian Dong was the same person or not.
Long Shen remembered that he had a shooting tomorrow evening. Tian Dong was his assistant manager. He should be present tomorrow evening. He could confront Tian Dong there and ask about this. He needed to.
"If he is my Jamie, there is no way he will leave me, right? He will return back to me because we are fated to be together…"
"My Jamie will return back at me…" Long Shen tried to assure himself.